Archive for August, 2008

My dirty guest

One of  the project’s associates, who had been dangerously uncooperative had miraculously become dangerously cooperative… he dropped in to pay us an unseasonable visit. I was extremely busy preparing for an event…

 When he realized , he was not going to get the required social pleasantries form me, he rose to leave…  one of the neighbors’ children was scanning the dictionary ( I still don’t understand which part of the dictionary this child derives pleasure from, given the fact that he still can’t read and the dictionary is pictures barren)

 As the door closed behind him (I am at least grateful the child waited for that), the kid rose his beautiful eyes and said seriously

 

What a dirty man! His mother should spank him!”

The guy was smoking a cigarette, even though the office culture forbids smoking….and when he finished, he simply left it to die off on the side of my lovely couch!!

  

 

 

 

 

 
 
 

 

 
This incident reminded me of a scene in the Blind Assassin. ( which is still is one of my favorite books) In this scene, the narrator, who is a an unexposed middle class girl is getting engaged to a rich, famous, high class politician. Since she does not know how to behave publicly, she watches her fiance’s lovely sister like a hawk. In an event, the sister eats something greasy with her fingers, only to discover there are no napkins supplied… the narrator watches and watches, she wants to see where would the lovely sister wipe her fingers off? her dress? the couch? the curtains? (When i read the book, i was very amused by this bit… I was curious myself to learn how a classy lady  would behave in such situations…)
 

 

 

I won’t say where she wipes the off, the book is a lovely read and would, for sure, provide all the answers…So maybe it is my fault for not providing ashtrays? but what kind of message would i give my visitors when they see ashtrays?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Mahmoud Darwish- تصبح على وطن

Words fail to describe my feelings… so I won’t say anything…

 

This is one of my favorite poems.. Marcel Khalifeh turned it into a song… It is so  harsh yet so tender…

 

 

 

 

تصبحون على وطن
عندما يذهب الشهداء الى النوم أصحو
وأحرسهم من هواة الرِّثاء

أقول لهم :
تُصبحون على وطن،
من سحابٍ ومن شجرٍ،
من سراب وماء

أهنئُهُم بالسلامةِ من حادثِ المُستحيل
ومن قيمة المذبح الفائضة
وأسرقُ وقتَا لكي يسرقوني من الوقتِ.

هل كُلُنا شهداء؟
وأهمس :

يا أصدقائي اتركوا حائطاَ واحداً،
لحبال الغسيل،
اتركوا ليلةًَ للغناء

اُعلِّق أسماءكم أين شئتم فناموا قليلاً،
وناموا على سلم الكرمة الحامضة
لأحرس أحلامكم من خناجر حُراسكم
وانقلاب الكتاب على الأنبياء
وكونوا نشيد الذي لا نشيد له
عندما تذهبون إلى النوم هذا المساء

أقول لكم :
تصبحون على وطنٍ
حمّلوه على فرس راكضه

وأهمس :
يا أصدقائي لن تصبحوا مثلنا …
حبل مشنقةٍ غامضه !

 

 

 

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